My journey in my 30 began with a vibrant spirit, confident, and ready. I thought I had things figure out - only to find myself later wounded, beaten up and vulnerable. I was wrong.
After a series of painful struggles, the tough months has finally come to an end. A new season entered my life, a season filled with one blessing after another.
Yet, through this season, I was living in my own self absorbed materialistic obsessed world when everything evolves around me – my dream, my want, my desire, my future, my …my … my…
I felt like I was just too tired of being nice; and for once, I actually wanted to be selfish. I sinned with my thoughts and actions. I repented, then I sinned again. This kept going on a for a while, up to a point when I realized that it’s possible to live a life drifting away from God and that scared me off!
This year has been one of my lowest moment; when I’m furthest away from Him... Yet somehow I believe that He is there waiting for me; as if He’s saying: “When you’re done with all this, please do come back dear.”
31 years and a second chance, I’m humbled.
I’m nothing without You, and I don’t wanna live a life where You’re not in it, period.
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